The Cold, Dark Lens

I stand in my usual spot. Some call it a stage, and some have called it the pulpit. Either way, it’s where sermons are delivered, lessons taught, and messages shared.

My usual spot is where I preach on Sunday mornings. Two sermons a week, one for each service. But not lately. The last Sunday that we had two live services was March 8. 

Now I deliver my sermons on Wednesday afternoons. That’s when they are recorded and then live-streamed from our website. Each Sunday, 800-1000 people will watch the service on their phone, computer, or big screen TV and do so from the comfort of their homes. I see none of them.

My spot is in the Worship Center designed for hundreds of people. But instead of looking at a congregation of familiar faces, I look into a camera lens. It’s a hard thing to do, to record in a big, dark, empty space. Looking into a lens is not warm and fuzzy; it’s lifeless, and it gives nothing back, not a warm smile or rich laughter. It is an empty experience, unrewarding, and unfulfilling. 

Camera lens

It’s the way it has to be. We call it the Corona Virus, or just virus, Covid-19, or the pandemic. Twice we have planned to reopen the church, and twice we have canceled due to an upsurge of new cases in the greater Houston area. So, we record a worship service with the praise team, prayer leaders, and commuion.

But it’s not the same, is it? 

Church family, I miss you. I miss shaking hands and hugging and seeing you love each other. I miss our Youth Group and all of our kids and sharing the Lord’s meal. 

You are prayed for and lifted up before the Father.


I’ll end with the following hope:

“Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

“I can do everything through him who gives me strength.”

Philippians 4:4-7, 13


3 thoughts on “The Cold, Dark Lens

  1. Thank you Rick
    I whine and mope about my own feelings of isolation and you have given me a new viewpoint. I am not alone, just one of many, separate but together. I appreciate you and pray for you, too. Thank you.

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  2. Rick, thank you for all you do to encourage us during these dark lens days. I often think about that when you are speaking to us, knowing you are standing there alone before a video camera. It’s hard isn’t it when our days of separation go on and on week after week, BUT, I know God is in this with us, beside us, holding us up. We are ALL in this together and I am so grateful for all who have worked tirelessly in many different ways to keep us connected to one another. Be blessed dear brother.

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  3. As my health is not the best, I enjoy seeing the people,young and old, at Church. The sound of Rick’s voice is warm and comforting to me. In person or the phone. Thank you for being there when We need you. Thank you for when I need you.

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